I'm an onion
Expect I'm human, because I have the choice to remove the layers
Release the patterns, and shed that which I really don't require
Doesn't work in my benefit, or doesn't let me reach who I really want to be
It allows my growth process to smoothen itself whilst the tears expose
the break down, and consequent liberation of the core
A core which finally gets a chance to breathe, and grow
with personal fertilization, for the higher good of self
and a desire to change the I to attain my wants
I'm looking at the old girl, and acknowledging her existence
and what now seems to be some sort of rebirth
And even though she's leaving me somehow
I feel closer to what's within, and honored to enjoy her presence
for the lil time I have left to enjoy her antiques, memories and 'mistakes'
Perhaps the growth has set in, or it's that age
Maybe I've accepted what I see, or enjoying exposing it more often than not
As a girl, a common dream is to want to get married
Today I find, that true marriage comes within me firstly
Because it allows me to bask in a love which unites both my sides
and synchronically opens me up for some Universal love
xx
