People are really interesting, you can be studying about humanity yet discover that the most
power hungry people live in your background backyard, in the house next door, in the friend who claims to preach, in the friend who claims to teach, and the person who always seems to question your ability and life.
It's funny, as human beings we get annoyed when America battles Iraq, we even go as far as putting Osama on the wanted list and raising critical awareness about the teachings in a Afghani Madrasa.
You have people protesting, and shouting, fighting in class, claiming to care incredibly about these issues, wanting to take a step in global change. I think that's great, but what happens when these very same people, turn around to power manipulate one another. When the bigger picture loses its importance, and the smaller picture increases in size. People who would rather feel comfortable with you being weak, or those who get security from filling their ego's and even those will try to show the opposite sex, that they are the stronger player.
The biggest irony are 'victims', who arise from disasters, uncontrollable world events, those who suffer a loss and those who fall for these games. Perhaps victims are self-defeatists in their own right, where they rather lose then play a 'dirty' game, or is it time for self-defeatists, to kick their leftist attitudes in the butt, and start fighting and standing up those these rightists, who are so insecure, I think the self defeatists land up pitying themselves in confusion of actually pitying 'players.' Emotional toying, dramatic stances, making sure your not there to support the person, all clear evidence of rightists around the world.
Sometimes I feel angry to know that such people exist, but then I realize that it is my life, and I will only offer to myself that which pleases me.
