Monday, April 5, 2010

Defeat, Loss of Ego, and the Rehab that follows...

Mind my mind, and it's opinionated thoughts
A soulful melody that travels north towards the stars
and ends to be reborn in a different set of words

The mind's abuse, requires self to fulfill a certain emptiness
by involving a substance which sedates the whole lot
For some it is escapism, to another a dreamless nightmare, to some a social habit
And for a a whole lot of people a common way of life

And yet we fail to question its normalcy, and its affect on human reality
Years spent in a haze, quickly clear away any form of humanity way
The way that creates an awareness, a sense of I, and a whole lot of unity
with a day filled with advantages, lessons, and growth patterns and cycles
filled with natural actions that keep budding.

Where the mind lies in peace, I don't like the word Control
Because in true fairness, rather than the mind being controlled
which seems like a weapon of non trust
it includes the idea of wanting the right things for yourself
and that which is best for you, and for the higher good of all
It allows the universe to create a beautiful atmosphere

The downward spiral of any addiction, includes the downward spiral
like the ride known as the black hole, which only ends in a splash
It is practically self-defeat, and one of the weakest moments in a humans life
Its consequent philosophies, gets lost, way of life becomes shattered
One has to find a whole new manner of being, and at times let go
of everything that one has known forever!

Rehab, interesting, nowadays, there are tech rehabs, to cure those with addictive technology ways, and of course the usual, drugs and alcohol centers.
My mom calls it a dis ease, an illness which the human doesn't realize
till one reaches a dead end, and notices all that went 'wrong'

Oh well, not such a bad thing. In fact at times, one of the most fascinating things
at the expense of sounding sadistic. Once you go through that, and wake up from it
The strength you find within, is unknown to the mind for a while
Every destructive method seems to release, as though the mind has had enough
or it's patterns suddenly united and broke, and so the I has another chance
to create a new life, based on new patters, and a fuller I.

I quit tobacco a month ago..

It's happened...

I didn't even try to quit..

It just happened naturally one morning..

It seems my mind doesn't want it

and my body rejects my lungs getting burnt..



Life... the hardest things to let go are sometimes the ones that leave us in the easiest manner, the minute they lose their importance