I woke up and I wanted to be loved
I realized I'd be seeing people, and decided I'd turn the want around
Resisting what I most want, is like aiming to get better
even if it means being in doubt, or being taught
Self defeatist, out of love for you, no.. I think I might have burst your vanity bubble!
But losing this game, to ride in a fast car, where speed is no limit, is worth the motivating factors
For years I let you win on me, until slowly by slowly, one by one
you disappeared, and if I ever met you, I knew what to do
Like a learning journey, which takes some time
and as each flaw I accept, I let go of each human mind that tried to attack
And yet I let you believe that, I wasn't capable of believing in such a state
when only I knew how protected and guarded I kept my love fate
If I saw you today, I wouldn't explain, for you have never changed
much like your desire to win with your ego
instead of using it for grander purpose ways
You will know when you have children of your own
as much as I will know to value my own.
